Friends

Friends. People who are always soppose to be there for you when you need them, a sholder to cry on, when you cant turn to anyone else. Most importantly friends are soppose to be someone who will always have your back when no one else does. So then why is it so hard to find someone like that, why do they always backstabb you in the worst way possible, talk about you when they think you don't know. Bestfriends are soppose to be like your family. I stopped believeing in those a long ass time ago. I've been hurt, backstabbed, slaped, kicked,punched, and spit at by the one person i thought i could count on, the one who was soppose to be there, who knew what my life was about, the pains i had gone through, and the moments where i just wanted to give up and make it all go away... She used to be my saving grace my sister...my bestfriend. I had it all wrong though, i was just one big joke to her she never really cared and now maybe i realize i should have seen the signs. Friends...who needs them...

work enviroment

Work as we all know is a place where you go to earn a pay cheque every two weeks right? Well that all its soppose to be. You go, make money, do the time your soppose to come home, go to sleep, and wake up the next day go to school and possibly go to work. That is what it is what its SOPPOSE to be but as some or a lot of you may know its always not that simple. There is always something to fuck that up, people always have to gossip about other people or create problems for other works who just actually go to earn a pay cheque. Its the gossipers that I can deal without, those bitches who can't seem to keep there huge traps shut for more then one second. Then you got those guys who think they can take on the world, when they're one of the biggest pussiess to ever walk the earth, who have to hide behind a dam gun because there not man enough to fight, but thats a talk for another day which am sure I won't continue, work as become such a soap ophara. Like at my job( am disclosing the name) i got this one guy who was a supervisor but stepped down because it was too "stressfull" meanwhile the whole time he was the supervisor all he ever did was sit in an office and let us deal with people, then he would turn around and shit about us to the higher ups and how we were bad workers. Well now that he's not one he tries to tell the new one what to do, as well as boss everyone around and backstabb those friends he did make, then this other girl who worked there had to blow it all out of proportion and tell people that he was sleeping with someone and that he made out with someone in the backroom and a bunch of other things. Like i said before work is no longer what it used to be its one big hell of gossip....